Cemile
about herself
I was born in the Perm town. When my mother died I was 5 years old.
Grandmother became my guardian. Till 14 I lived with her in Kestym village,
Udmurtia. My childhood was very hard as from 7 years old I began to
work on the collective farms during summer time. After granny’s
death I was sent to Balezin boarding-school. Fortunately, Zuhra (class
leader and cousin) registered a guardianship. I lived with her for 2
years.
After graduating school I desided to become an actress. From my childhood
I took part in amateur performances. All people around were saying that
I had a talant. I felt this, but only when I was sure of it I entered
Kazan theatrical school’s actor’s department.From this time
the very life began. It was very hard and thankless, but at the same
time very interesting and merry. As everybody I had my ups and downs.
When I finished first course I was asking to enter conservatoire. As
I didn’t have musical education I even didn’t try. I was
admitted to the musical school, but later I returned to theatrical (I
never was sorry for this). I was mad about theatre, I couldn’t
imagine my life without it. After the third course with my friend Lilya
I went to Moscow. There we wanted to enter circus school. In difference
to me Lilya wasn’t admitted. So we desided to come back to Kazan.
I was very happy to return to my school.
During study I was already performing on Kazan scenes in tandem with
Zufar Hiretdinov, Aidar Faizrahmanov and Mirsaid Sungatullin. I began
to write my own songs, but never told that they were mine, as at that
time everything was different.
After graduating theatrical school and “Agidel” festival
I found myself in Estonia. I was offered to enter jazz department of
musical school named G. Ots. Earlier I was acquainted with jazz ochestra
“Dustar”, it totally changed my musical taste. I was infatuated
with jazz and blues.Unfortunately I couldn’t finish my study because
Estonia had separated and language of teaching changed.
I moved to Finland. Now I live here with my husband and 3 my children
(Timer, Irek, Camil). Can you imagine how it is difficult to combine
creative work and family.
When my chidren were small I had written about 20 child’s songs
for them. I have a prospect to record a disk with finnish tatars, but
as usually there is no time.
Life brings me together with Rim Hasanov (composer) and Albert Asadullin,
who greatly had influenced all my music. They found my songs exellent.
In their opinion I had what to tell other people. So, all went on and
on.
For a long time I wasn’t in Russia and Kazan. Last year (2002)
in congress, where I had a speech, I met my old friends-Airat,Anas,
Zakir.
I can speak about them for hours. The result of our cooperative work
is the album.I hope that sooner in October you’ll hear it.
Long talks with singer Airat Gumerov leaded me not only to music composing
but also to writing texts. Last year I got acquainted with the group
“Kazan Egetlere” and still our friendship lasts. All are
special and talanted. My music sounds in their souls too. We’ve
recorded 2 songs and sooner you’ll get them.
Artistic leader of the group Albert Ziatdinov understood and felt my
music. I thank him. I’m very lucky that I have such people, who
always inspire me and help to reveal myself.
Now I write songs for Malika and “Zaman” group.